iam dead. i think

chaos

chaos fills my mind, chaos fills my heart.

they say we can run, but we cant hide.

but if i keep running, will it be a good hide?

is it irresponsible to wish we could skip all these tedious confusion?

breaking my back just to know ur name

seventeen tracks and i had it with this game

heaven aint close in a place like this

just one blink and i had just missed

bring it back down tonight

never thought i do let a rumor ruin my moonlight

well somebody told me.

spambots...

spambots can be fun at times...

huldaremiasz51@hotmail.com says:

i'm 21/f your a male right?

Caiyi underthewaterfall says:

errrr

yeh

no srsly who are u

huldaremiasz51@hotmail.com says:

nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?

Caiyi underthewaterfall says:

uhhh

no site

seems more like u got the wrong guy

lol

huldaremiasz51@hotmail.com says:

I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?

Caiyi underthewaterfall says:

ur a spambot

huldaremiasz51@hotmail.com says:

What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have you favorite color here somewhere...

Caiyi underthewaterfall says:

go eat shit

ur own shit

huldaremiasz51@hotmail.com says:

Your such a good boy, i'm gonna show you what good boys deserve.. you can tell me to do anything you want me too!

Caiyi underthewaterfall says:

or maybe some one elses

BLOCKED*

late for sku

And here i am, late for lecture by 1min, kicked out. 2hrs to spend alone.
haizzz. someone talk to me =(

Evening Fantasia

Every evening, i look out of my window,
i see this red tragic sky.
Lost as it seems to be, the hopes of people within fears,
the last minutes of light before darkness.
Sometimes when it rains during that time,
and the clouds turn into streaks of crimson tears.
Look out and let out a long sigh.
And enjoy its peaceful melancholy.
For that dull line between right and wrong,
has never been harder to spot.

Karma stuff

Today i boarded the bus with negative value ezlink cuz i forgot to top up. Didnt have enough coins as well. Asked for 2 dollar change and some old man gave me 1.50 and refused my $2 note. Oldman so kind, make me damn paiseh until i say thankyou for like 3 times.

Bought an awesome drawing tablet and produced great results.
One of the lecturers happy with me for the first time in months.
Earlier in the morning got 2 cute girls sit beside me in mrt and one more on the direct opposite.

Time to restock on karma.

Wayyy too much stuff.

Well like the title suggested. Wayy too much stuff to blog bout lol.
So i shall start with one story first (￣ー￣)"

When i came back from my hongkong trip, shawn was so bored he grew a beard. So i went out with him the next day to visit auntie's new shop. Then he decided to stay over at my place that day so ok, we took the train to my house. And thats when i lost my wallet (ノ゜O゜)ノ

I stepped out of the train and realised my wallet not with me. Damn pek chek cuz everytime with shawn i lose my wallet.(previously was when i go polyclinic with
him get MC) his freaking loser aura i swear lol.

Weirdly that night still happy happy for some reason lol. Play online pictionary with a bunch of dumbfuked online indian girls and other tards. Wahriew, they get the word 'Left' they draw up down left right then circle left. Draw Up and Down for fux?!!?!?
Then next was to draw 'granddaughter'. Geez before the hair was drawn, we were like DILDO? and why the fag is the arrows pointed to the bigger one?!?!

Then i draw cookie they guess socks. I draw a extra smiley face out of boredom they guess frog.
We both damn zzz alr so we started drawing nonsense. When you guys saw the pic below, you probably could tell straight away its bullshit, but those online peeps couldn't lol.

Shawn added a huge dick and we got banned from the room.

Then we went downstairs, drank some b33r, chill and play the game where you stand on a horizontal pole and try to push each other down. Was around 3am then.

Next day mrt still haven call so i assume its ded. Went to cancel atm, ezlink, then go find jon to follow me make ezlink and stuff since shawn has a l**jiao~ camp on that day.

I made my ezlink($27 including foto) and reported my ic to the police. A few hours later i get a call from a home number. The person ask if i was PAY CAI YI daaaaaaamn slowly so i thought is shawn trying to jiao with me (he sounded like shawn too). And i replied YES U FAG.

The guy stun for a moment then continue say that someone has found my wallet. Then i stun. lol

When to khatib police station collect. The policeman was a nice guy and i just pretended i didnt say anything before lmao.(;￣▽￣)